Something is odd

Nick flipped through the channels. He found the pay channels and ordered a porno. With digital cable he started to fast forward through the storyline a bit and stop directly on the sex scenes. As he watched though he found it wasn't the sexy women he was being aroused by but the men. He felt a bit uncomfortable but really wanted to know what it felt like. He got up and found Megan's toy drawer and in it found a dildo and lubrication.
She lubed the dildo up and gently slid it in while teasing her clitoris with her finger. This was amazing. Every rib on the dildo thrilled her body.
She watched one of the men getting his cock sucked and imagined what it would be like. Her body felt amazing as she orgasmed. She screamed in pleasure.
Sweating and trembling she realized.
"I have to be with a man, if only once." She said out loud and at the same time shook her head no feeling that it would be wrong.
"I can't. But... I have to. This body needs it. Who can I get. It has to be someone who doesn't know Megan and it won't get back to her."