All he could really do is wait. Wait with Natsuki in the bed. Kazuki smiled as he got under the covers with her. That sounded like an amazing idea. Cuddling after sex was an amazing feeling. It was so good, in fact, he was going to try it with Rei the next time that they fucked. Both of his comfort women deserved it. They made him feel wanted. He absolutely loved that. Both of them took their assignment in stride. It would have been so easy to reject him or make him feel like shit. Most people did. They were not like most people. Kazuki wanted them to feel just as appreciated and cared for as he did when he was with her. Turning to face her, he asked "Did it feel good for you? It is your first time after all. I want it to be special. Is there anything you wanted to try with me? You're not feeling hurt or sore anywhere, are you?" Natsuki looked at him in surprise. "Where is all of this coming from?" she asked. It was totally out of the blue in her mind. Kazuki looked her in the eyes. He did not see it that way. He wanted an answer. Kazuki was going to get one out of her. "I wanted to know. I'm your man."
Since she was his, he wanted to make sure she felt good. Natsuki frowned before taking a moment to think honestly about it now. Clearly, she had not thought about it before. Kazuki waited for her to make up her mind on the experience. She was the only one who could tell him how she felt about it. He could be patient for her. It took a few minutes. Natsuki let out a deep sigh. "It's my job. I'm actually proud of it. My mother is a comfort woman. My father is a Radiant One. If I was a boy, I would be a big help in the fight. Since I am a girl, I can't fight. All I can do is have a child that will fight when they grow up." Kazuki had not thought about it much. He personally did not want his daughters to be concubines for random pilots. That was his male pride talking. He did not care about his role here when he first arrived. He just wanted to be taken care off by the UN military because he was an orphan on the streets. Now that he was in a good position, he could look ahead to the future. Natsuki did not have that path. She was born into this life. Being a prostitute or pilot hinged on the Y chromosome.
Katsuki could tell that she was very driven to win the war. Fucking him on the day before the mission was an expression of her sense of duty. He knew that she was not a sex machine. Natsuki was not any closer to falling for him than she had been the day before she learned about the mission. She honestly wanted nothing more than the total annihilation of the alien menace. Kazuki could imagine a boy version of her raring to go and piloting in whatever role she felt like that day. Whichever role she chose in the cockpit, Natsuki would be great. She would be a total ace as a Top. She would be a pillar of strength as a Bottom. Kazuki had been spending so much time thinking about it, he did not notice her looking at him expectantly. She had finished speaking her mind and wanted a response from him. She had to clear her throat pointedly to get his attention again. He apologized for spacing out on her. She pouted her lips. "Why did you even ask me that if you weren't going to listen to me?" she huffed. "I'm really sorry. I just wanted to let you know that I'll keep trying to get closer to you." he told her.
