Jon collapsed in exhausted ecstasy. Chris laying down next to him, a huge smile on his face. Jon's mind started to clear, as Chris pulled Jon closer to him. Jon, snuggled up to Chris' muscled physique, remembered that he was a boy. He was attracted to women, as a man was attracted to women. Yet, here he was, his new breasts, sore, and pressed up against the flesh of a man. A beautiful man.
"Chris." Jon said, softly.
"MMMmmm?" Chris responded, his hand tracing the line of Jon's smooth back.
"We... we can't do this." Jon said, his hand resting on Chris' firm chest.
"What? Why?"
"B-Because. We're co-workers..."
"Actors date all the time."
"People will talk."
"Let them."
"You're not concerned about what it would do to your career... to be seen with...?" Jon trailed off his head still resting on Chris' shoulder.
"Seen with what? A Beautiful woman?" Chris asked.
"I'm not a woman." he protested.
"You are to me. And that's all that matters." Chris kissed Jon's forehead.
"Chris."
"MMMmmm?"
"I-I'm dating Scarlett." Jon said, hoping this would convince Chris that their relationship wouldn't work.
"She's married." Chris sat up in the bed, concern in his voice. Jon pushed himself up on his arm as he looked at Chris.
"They're separating." Jon stated.
"But..." Chris was confused "How...?"
"It just happened, Chris. She came over one night, and it was magical." Jon didn't realize how romanticized he was making it seem.
"You... you and Scarlett?"
"Yes, Chris.
"Do... Do you Love her?" Chris asked.
"Yes." Jon knew this was true.
"Do... Do you Love me?" Chris wasn't sure he wanted to know the answer to this.
"Yes." Jon couldn't help but be honest.
"So... what does this mean, then?" Chris asked.
"I-I don't know, Chris." tears started to form in Jon's eyes. "I've never felt this way about anyone before, and now... you... and Scarlett... I... I love you both... in such different ways.... I... I don't know...." Jon couldn't fight the tears anymore.
Chris pulled Jon in and gave him a reassuring hug.
"Jon, no matter what you decide, know that I care about you more than I ever thought I could care about anyone. You're smart, funny, strong... and unbelievably beautiful. What ever you decide, I will support you."
The remainder of the night Jon spent in the arms of Chris, he really needed a friend and Chris was there for him. Jon had never felt better or more scared for his future in his life.
