On the drive home from Legendary Pete's I thought about the last three months and how different things have been between my husband and I. I know we still loved each other dearly, and he's till the same person on the inside, but he now has literally a different body from the neck down. I just have found that I'm not attracted towards his new female form. When I'm around him I'm just not "in the mood". I thought back to before our trip and how the pheromone people at Roger's work were driving down his sex drive. His new body was doing the same thing to me in a way, um, basically, so he shouldn't really blame me, right?
Roger was still surrounded by excessive female pheromones at his work, but now that he had a female body they didn't affect him nearly as much. Roger actually has a mildly healthy libido now, and he very often manually stimulates me or we mutually masturbate. However, so far we had only been fully intimate a few times. Twice he has eaten me out and about two weeks ago he surprised me with a strap on dildo. He did his best to make love to me using his synthetic penis, but the feeling of a rubber penis in me while Roger's new female busom dragged over me just didn't "do it" for me. I had to give him credit for effort though. As for myself I had not gathered the courage to make advances towards my husband and his newly female body as of yet.
Of course that wasn't the only issue I had. I hate to admit this, but I have actually been having an affair with Rachel for the past two months.
I hadn't meant for it to happen again, but one day while I was confiding to my friend about my marital woes she again made an advance towards me. And once again, I submitted to her. I overcame my own better judgment and continued seeing her after work under the guise of "shopping" or other girl -friends activities. Really she was just fucking me. God she fucked me so hard and completely! As a former woman Rachel knew EXACTLY how to use her new penises to satisfy a woman. And she definitely satisfied me. She was literally the best lover I had ever known.
Rachel fucked me, Rachel dominated me, Rachel used me. And, I liked it a lot.
I was not in love with Rachel or anything, not even close. I also knew that she still just thought of me as a friend, albeit a "friend with benefits" now. No, it's hard to explain but I still loved Roger, but I knew that the most we could have sex-wise is a friendly lesbian relationship. However it was Rachel who dominated me and fucked me like a true man and satisfied my needs as a woman.
Of course satisfying my womanly needs very well has given me a whole new issue.
I'm pregnant.
I had stopped birth control after Roger became mostly female. And while Rachel and I used condoms most of the time, most of the time isn't enough. So, after missing my last period I bought a pregnancy test at lunch today and sure enough, it came up positive. I obviously couldn't tell Roger it was his, so I knew that eventually I would have to make some serious choices.
