DAY 1
Tina noticed changes today. It's been about four days since she first saw the rash. Two days ago she got her period (normal schedule) But today she said her vaginal opening seemed smaller to her when she put in her tampon this morning. I checked it out and I think she is right, it definitely seems smaller. If everything stopped now and all we got out of this was a tighter pussy, we'd be happy. Well, I'D be very happy. But we both know things are just starting.
Since her vagina is smaller it was reasonable to assume it would get ridiculously small or become some other animal's vagina. Hell it might even close up and turn into a penis, or a tree branch for whatever the FUCK those asswipes were into that day they fucked up my wife's DNA.
I feel as vulnerable and as violated as she does. Someone has raped my wife, raped her DNA, the very essence of who she is.
DAY 2
Tina's vagina is definitely smaller. I can barely fit two fingers in there now. Despite her period, we had sex this morning knowing it might be one of the last times we can. Tina had a hard time cumming, but that's either from the pain of a suddenly tight vagina or the fact her clitoris is smaller now as well.
She really didn't feel like going into work this morning, and neither did I, but we both have limited vacation days. We are going to keep trying to hold off taking vacation until the changes get bad. Wait, shouldn't I mean IF they get bad?
It's hard to be optimistic right now.
We plan to try sex again tomorrow, but if it gets any smaller than it is right now I probably won't fit. My penis isn't huge or anything, but if my wife had a smaller vagina or no vagina then it wouldn't be much use to her, or me for that matter.
DAY 3.
Tina has no clitoris. And her vagina is even smaller than we expected it to be today, it is shrinking really fast. That's a bad sign as fast changes usually indicate BIG changes. We tried to have sex one last time but I can just BARELY fit my finger in there which means we are done having conventional intercourse.
Forever.
The realization my wife no longer has a vagina, well hell, she fact she technically isn't even FEMALE anymore has NOT really sunk in with me yet. She was obviously upset by all this, so we both called into work to take the next two weeks off and I held her for most of the day as she cried. We had a fuller talk this evening when she had calmed down some.
"Do you still love me Tom?"
"Of course, I will always love you."
"But we can't have sex anymore Tom. Fuck, I don't even have a clitoris to get myself off on anymore. I'm turning into a sexless freak! What are we going to do?"
"We'll get through it. I still love you, we're still together. There's more to life than sex. And if we want kids, we'll just adopt."
DAY 4
She no longer has a vaginal opening of any kind, and her entire vulva is only about 1 inch long. Pulling her now tiny vaginal lips apart, I can see there is just smooth skin down there. There is still a small opening for her to pee out of, but even that looks smaller.
Tina mentioned when she went to the bathroom today it took a lot longer to pee because her urethra is so small now.
DAY 5
Her whole pubic region is completely bare, her vulva faded away overnight. In fact her pubic hair fell out too, she has not even a single pubic hair. More alarmingly, her urethra has vanished along with the rest of her womanhood. She had no way to pee. She was in quite a panic as her bladder continued to fill throughout the day. I tried taking her to the doctor to have them cut into her bladder surgically to drain it. She absolutely refused because she was terrified by any ramifications her mutating DNA might do to her if she tried to alter herself.
I also noticed today her voice has seemed coarse and crackly as she talks, but I assume it is just from panic or lack of sleep. I am not sure if it is a symptom of anything. I had almost convinced her to let me take her in when she suddenly let out a yelp as warm yellow liquid rushed from out between her legs. She stood up and I saw her pee was coming out of....her ass! She ran to the bathroom, but not before making a huge mess of pee all the way to the bathroom. I cleaned it up for her and assured her that it was not her fault.
Apparently her urethra has moved to the inside of her anus. Her back end handles both solid and liquid waste now.
In spite of everything, tonight I was in the mood for sex (I am a guy after all).
I got in the mood as I watched from the bed as my wife got ready for bed. Her hot body, full pert breasts and wonderful ass were the same as ever, they easily put me in the mood just like they always have. But then she changed out of her panties and I saw the bald smooth skin of her pubic region where her vagina used to be. Seeing Tina's bare pubic area is a bitter reminder I won't ever be getting pussy again. I suppose I still have the option of anal or oral though. Tina had always hated anal and I don't like it much either. But, since my wife only had that and her mouth it might become more appealing over time. I thought about asking for a blowjob, but didn't dare with all the stress Tina has dealing with!
I decided if I need to I can masturbate in the shower the next morning, I figure I'll be doing that a lot from now on.
DAY 6
We checked Tina out for changes this morning, but didn't find any. I kind of expected something new to grow out of her pubic mound to replace her vagina, but it's still flat and bare.
Tina makes comments about how odd it still is to pee out her backside, but is in otherwise good spirits considering everything. I noticed again her voice seems hoarse and it seems to be cracking more than yesterday. I'm still not sure if that is a symptom of transformation or just a cold or something. I can't imagine what change a sore throat and a raspy voice could be a symptom of.
At dinner she said the food tasted funny.
Sorry if that seems trivial, I'm writing down anything that might be pertinent. I have no idea what's going on at this point or if she's done changing, so I'm just write down anything odd I can think of.
DAY 7
We think Tina's changes are done! :-) She still has no sex organs, she hasn't grown a penis or anything to replace the missing vagina. She still pees out of her ass, but at least it's still a human ass. She keeps mentioning that things taste strange. She also has a sore throat and a hoarse voice. It must just be a cold, but I thought programming was supposed to give you super immunity?
DAY 8
The day started as the last two had. We checked Tina over for changes, didn't find any, then went down to have breakfast. The only difference was today after breakfast she threw up. She's sick for sure. So much for this super immune system stuff. We can add lying to the Infamous Five's list of offenses.
We spent most of the day watching old DVDs and hanging out. There's nothing odd going on other than her cold. Her voice is cracking pretty regularly now.
As we cuddled on the couch enjoying a seemingly normal sick day, Tina even commented on her odd transformation.
"so I'm just a woman without a vagina? And I pee (ahem) out my ass? That seems odd. I (cughem)... excuse me... I guess they are running out of idea(skweak)s for changes"
I Chuckled. "I guess they are. This still sucks but there are...other things we can do without a vagina."
"Oh. (ahhem) You th..ink you're gonna (hem) get more BJs now huh?"
Hmm, I certainly hope so. I'm feeling pent up. On the other hand, since Tina is sexless, I don't know if she even still has a sex drive. I can't imagine what that would be like if she still has a sex drive but has no genitals to "get off" with.
So my wife has no vagina and pees out her ass. This is odd and horrible, but not a deal breaker by any means. Things could have been much much worse. I'll always love her no matter what. As I lay here in bed writing this, Tina is already fast asleep. We both just said "I love you's" and I have a feeling everything will be okay.
Anyway this will be my last journal entry of my wife's reprogramming transformation.
