He leaned in and kissed me on the lips, and thoughts started to disperse. There was no rock anymore, no Malcolm, no Karyn. Right now, there was only the two of us. *And it felt so good not to have to think * Now I was leaning into him, opening my mouth and allowing his tongue in as I felt his hands on my body. I wrapped my arms around him and started sliding my hands up and down his back. It was nice, but I didn't like the fact that his shirt was in the way
"Guys," the spell was momentarily broken and we looked over at my sister. She had a rather wry look on her face. "Daughter here, remember Nat? And aside from that Gross," she finally said. "If you guys are gonna do that, could you please take it to the bedroom? I'd like to be able to eat again someday." Despite her words, there was a sly grin crossing her lips.
When Rick took my hand, I didn't even think. There was nothing to think about anymore. I followed him back to the bedroom. I knew that once this was over, I'd have to return my mind to the issues at hand, but it was nice to know that, at least for a little while, I wasn't going to have to think about anything
It didn't take long to reach Jill's room, and as soon as he led me inside, Rick turned and closed the door behind us. We didn't say anything, he just leaned in and kissed me long and hard on the lips again, and I felt a strange kind of solace and comfort when I felt his body press tightly against mine again. For now, at least for this one blissful moment, I didn't have to think about anything. My body was completely on autopilot now.
I reached down and pulled his shirt up over his head. He broke the kiss just long enough to discard it on the floor, and while I'd been doing that his hands had already been hard at work unbuttoning my shirt. It wasn't long before we were both standing there topless, lost in the moment of the embrace. The kissing and touching was nice, especially the way he was softly massaging my breast over the bra I still had on, but I really didn't want to waste any time. I could feel the dampness growing between my thighs, and this time it had nothing to do with fear.
Reaching down as our lips continued to hit and miss in a series of quick kisses. I undid his jeans. I reached down beneath the rim of his boxers and started slowly rubbing him. I could feel him growing in my hand as I started to gently stroke his member. Having him inside of me was the only thing I could think about now. I gave him one more soft kiss, and slowly traced my tongue down his chest as I slid to the ground. I hooked my fingers on the inside of his jeans and boxers and slowly started to pull them down. It wasn't long before he was revealed to me in all of his glory. I wrapped my fist around it and slowly started jerking him off. I looked up and smiled when I saw the look in his eyes. He was getting hard now, but not quite all the way there.
I decided to help him along. Giving him a rather devilish grin, I leaned in and wrapped my lips around the tip. I felt his body shudder above me, and heard the tiny gasp that escaped his lips. That just served to arouse me even more. I slid more of him into my mouth, savoring the salty taste of his sweat, and slowly started sliding it in and out. I did this for a moment or two until I was sure he was completely locked and loaded. Pulling my lips away, I smiled up again.
I stood up, took a moment to undo my bra and expose my breasts. Before I moved in again, I reached up underneath my skirt and shimmied out of my thong, allowing it to rest on the floor. Completely ready I walked back up to him. Once again our bodies began to tangle together. First he was kissing me and holding my ass tightly, and the next moment, he was leaning down to flick his tongue across my nipple as his fingers started to dart around down near my relatively new womanhood.
After a few more moments, or hours, or days To be honest, I'd lost all track of time, I was lying on Jill's bed. I was on my back with my legs spread apart, bent at the knees, and his face was buried in my sex. I moaned and sighed as I felt his tongue darting in and out, felt his hands reaching up to squeeze my breasts and play with the nipples. True, because of my wish, I remembered having sex with Rick the other night, just like I remembered my encounter with Rob, but this was completely blowing me away. I hadn't been able to remember the sensations, all of the feelings
Finally, he slid up my body and it was time. I felt him reach down and guide himself into me. I gasped when I felt the tip perched against my opening, and nearly cried out when I felt him start to penetrate. At first it didn't even feel like he was going to fit and I thought he was going to tear me up, but finally he slid the rest of the way in. I found it hard to keep my breath as he began his rhythm of thrusts. That combined with the way his lips and tongue continued to assault my flesh made me feel like I'd never felt before. Every part of my body felt alive now as he continued to slide in and out.
I wasn't honestly sure how long it lasted. But finally I felt it. I felt a wave of relief and pleasure that seemed to engulf my entire body. It started from our point of merging and seemed to spread outward. I began to gasp as I felt the orgasm overtake me, and I could tell by the way his body slowed, and by the warmth I felt suddenly starting to fill me, that he had come too.
"That was amazing," I whispered between breaths as I felt him come to a rest on top of me. He tilted his head toward me and simply nodded, a tired smile crossing his lips. I leaned in to gently kiss him, and I could still taste myself on him.
For a while, we simply lied there just basking in the wonderful feeling of afterglow. Then I heard a knock on the door. "Nat!" It was Jill's voice. "You descent in there?"
"Um No!" I shouted, slowly pushing Rick off of me. He smiled and turned over. "Give me a minute!"
"Just wanted to let you know that Mom called! She's wondering where you are!"
"Thanks!" I was sitting on the edge of the bed now sliding my underwear back up my legs. "I'll call her back in a minute!"
"Kay!"
I reached down and grabbed my bra and shirt off the ground. I turned and saw that Rick was in the process of retrieving his clothing too. When he caught me looking at him, he smiled, and I couldn't help but smile back. Back in my clothing now, I stood up and Rick followed me out of Jill's room. I walked out into the living room and saw Chloe sleeping on the couch. Jill was giving us a rather appraising look, but after a moment she was wearing a grin.
"I'm guessing you two had fun back there," she said pouring herself a glass of milk. "At least that's what it sounded like "
I felt my face flush, and I glared at her. This only made her chuckle.
I shook my head. I'd deal with Jill later. I decided I'd better call Mom *or * I stopped to think for a moment. *I really didn't want to go back there anyway, did I? At least not right now * The more I thought about it the more it made sense. I walked over to the kitchen where I'd set my purse and reached down. I felt the rock. I casually touched and whispered, "I wish I lived here with Jill and Chloe." There was a flash of light and I knew that reality had once again changed.
I looked up at Jill, "Did you say Mom called?"
She looked confused for a moment. "Not that I'm aware of," she said. "I can check the caller ID, but "
"No," that's okay, I answered, grabbing what was left of my beer off the table. "I was probably just thinking of something else." She smiled and started drinking her milk. I took my purse and stepped outside. The sky was getting darker now as evening began to overtake the day, and there was a slight breeze, but it still wasn't too bad out. I lit my cigarette, savoring the moment and just let my mind wander. *What if I didn't change anything from here on out? What if I just got rid of the stone and started living my life? What if * I knew I couldn't do it. The sex had been great, and had served as a nice distraction, but I found my thoughts drifting back to Karyn and Sarah and the others. Aside from Karyn, Jon had never really liked any of them, but I knew he'd never have wanted them to die. Not to mention the fact that Natalie was apparently friends with most of them.
That was another thing I'd noticed, particularly since I'd relived that terrible memory. As much as I couldn't think of myself as Jon anymore, I found that it was really hard to think of myself as Natalie either. I had Jon's memories for the most part, and I seemed to have many of Natalie's personality traits, not to mention some of her habits, I thought as I looked down at the bottle of Rolling Rock and the cigarette in my hand. But I really wasn't either of them, was I? I knew I could never go back to being Jon. But given what had happened in Natalie's life, particularly to the people around her, I wasn't sure I could bring myself to use the rock to surrender completely to her either.
What does that make me?
It was around this time that I saw him. It was just out of the corner of my eye, and if I'd been looking even slightly away I never would have noticed him, But he was there. I turned to look at him, and now he was walking away, around the corner and behind one of the other decrepit trailer homes. Briefly I thought my mind must be playing tricks, but I dismissed that. I knew what I had seen.
"Grandpa?" I whispered as I started to follow after him
