While Jon didn't consider himself gay, he did like other guys. Though he hadn't told his parents yet, most of the other guys at school knew it. He hated being called 'fag' and 'queer' and hearing it from his dad just make his temper boil over. He just liked having sex with other guys. What was wrong with that? And what was wrong with having a girl best friend?
"I wish that my dad knew what it was like to love boys like I do and get made fun of for it."
Jon knew it was a bad wish, made out of anger, but he was still curious to see what his dad was like now.