Gabe threw Jon down on the bed and was about to force his way on him. The stone was just out of jons reach.
"GABE! Stop! don't you see what you are doing! It's wrong."
Gabe paused. "but dude, I really want to fuck you."
Jon used Gabe's pause to grab the rock, he was ticked off and rightfully so. He grabbed the rock in his hands and looked angrilly at Gabe. Gabe stared back a bit longingly.
"Gabe, we were friends for a long time, and I trusted you. How could you do such a thing to me? I mean how long have we been friends? years. You just don't hurt your friends. You don't throw them down and rape them. I wish I knew why you were doing that."
Gabe paused as the knowledge flowed into his mind.
"Dude, I am so sorry. You wished that I wanted to fuck you, but you never wished to make me anything other than strait. I wasn't even bi curious. Instead you forced me to do it and my own inner homophobia came over me. I couldn't see a male/male relationship as anything but forceful and immasculating. So I gave into the model my fears showed me. Besides being raised in a macho environment like almost all males in society I am trained from a young age to be tough and unfeminine so my first response was to force myself to show you I was a man and not some effeminate gayboy."
Gabe was shocked as all that spilled out of hus mouth. And a new emotion came over him. He felt sad but he couldn't cry, so he just sat their depressed. He tried hurting his own friend over his own inner fears and hurt. He felt the tears welling up in his eyes but forced them away, after all men don't cry. Thoughts of killing himself crossed his mind, after all if he hurts someone he lusts for what keeps him from raping his girlfriend, or even sexy girls he is friends with.
Gabe gritted his teeth and swiped the stone from Jon's hand. "I am going to wish this desire to fuck you away and get back to normal."
"you... you can't reverse wishes." Jon said. "I tried, it doesn't work."
"Ok then, I wish away my own inner homophobia and macho fear of acting effeminate and wish I can embrace these feelings I feel for you."
Gabe felt the inner fear and defensiveness fade away and he rested his head on Jon's chest and cried. Jon pulled back slightly at first, then hesitantly patted gabes back to comfort him. Gabe felt himself embracing these feelings and actually feeling genuinely attracted to Jon, but... but Jon is strait and gabe could never have him.
Gabe looked up at Jon longingly with tear felt eyes and said. "dude, I ... I love you so deeply. I ... I wish you could know just how I feel about you."
It was then that Gabe realized he still was holding the stone Jon said was magic.
Jon looked down at gabe and smiled and kissed his cheek gently. "it's all right."
