"Father?" Jon asked still in shock about the fact he had had sex with a guy. "No. I haven't heard from him in a long time."
'Why did I say that?' Jon wondered.
He then wondered, 'Who is the father?'
Before he could think much on that, Karyn finished feeding on his right breasts, so Jon burped her and then positioned her to feed from his left breast.
"I'll go start dinner, Joan." Jon's mother said. "You can put Karyn in her play pen after you are done here."
"Okay Mom." Jon said, not sure why he felt okay to accept his mother calling him Joan.
While Jon sat and feed Karyn, he tried to imagine who the father of his daughter was. An image began to form in Jon's mind.
Then