Ian was frustrated. He was on his first year of college but couldn't afford to get his own place or to live on campus. He was commuting to school, which meant he was still living with his parents. That meant he could not be himself.
Ian sighed, at least with the door to his room closed he could wear what he wanted to wear. The blue dress fit snugly on his broad masculine chest and shoulders. He looked in the mirror and smiled. He didn't want to be a girl, on the contrary, he found the male body (his own included) attractive. He liked feminine curves but preferred his male build and only men turned him on. He was gay but embarressed to be out. the world was cruel and mocks anyone who doesn't fit in. Especially true as he was also a crossdresser.
The only people he was ever out to were his parents and they almost kicked him out of the house and forbid him from dressing or having a relationship with men as long as he lived under their roof.
The other gay guys were worse, a few times he snuck out to clubs and found that most gay guys were elitist snobs who looked down on crossdressers. Making a point that they found MEN attractive not sissys like him.
He sighed as he went to the only place he could be himself, he browsed online.
His online browsing was interrupted when a pop up showing a grainy video of himself appeared on his computer. He went to cancel it and another pop up appeared, and another. eventually he sighed and hit accept and a program started loading on his computer.
