A wish targeted without envy made Tiffany Karyn's boyfriend despite her still feeling for Jon. The conflicting feelings washed over her. She tried to fight off her new male urges and find compromises between what she feels now and what she feels from before, and she did it. Being male did not automaticly mean being manly, being strait, or being loyal to her lover.
"Karyn, I am leaving you for jon!" Tiffany/Stephan said.
"What!" Karyn said, "You just barely became my boyfriend".
"Yes, but I... I am questioning my sexuality and thinking that I... I should date men instead." Tiffany/Stephan said. She turned and smiled at jon who looked nervous.
"But Stephan... how can you do this. How can you be gay." Karyn said "I mean we just met."
"Honestly Karyn I don't know WHAT I am." Tiffany/Stephan said. "I could be gay, I could be transgender. After all I like my girly clothes and feel like a girl in a guys body, maybe you should call me Tiffany. I have got to experiment to know who and what I am. I may very well go back to you."
Karyn looked a bit annoyed, even as her boyfriend Tiffany is dropping her for Jon. How could she, Karyn loves Jon. Even worse how bad off is Karyn if she just barely gets a boyfriend and he drops her for the man she loves.
